You speak your mind,
But all I hear are muffled sounds when lined up next to your contradicting actions that speak so loud,
I just want to understand you.
Confusion is a game that I've gotten too used to.
Even more so since I want you to play too.
I'm standing here on your side of the road,
Waiting for any indication of validation or reciprocation,
But all I get are your non-committal interactions that turn into altercations,
Your trepidation is causing me frustration and I'm starting to lose my patience.
If you don't want me, then say so.
I prefer loud stomps to your tip toes,
And would appreciate your honesty instead of prosing on about your indecisiveness.
Because I'll tell you what I want.
I want kisses with strings attached so when you try to pull away I can pull you right back.
I want stargazing under night skies and pillow talk until sunrise.
I want consistency and longevity...
I want I love you and I still like you after all these years even though you drive me crazy sometimes.
I want to build a home on the foundation of trust, honesty, and loyalty.
I want authenticity in your words and actions...
I want to ride this roller coaster knowing that you'll hold on to me tighter as we go through the lows,
I want to know that we'll work together through adversity and you won't just get up and go,
I just want to know...
What are you thinking?
